Closure

So.. I decided in order to get over this break up I need closure.

Because then i'd know why and blah blah blah and not need to stress about it anymore.

I've spent yesterday and today crying about it.

So I texted my ex. Asked him if he could atleast give me closure. He ignored me.

Signed in on msn and there he was. And since he was clearly online he couldn't just hide from me.

I now know he is a coward.

He is an asshole.

I don't need him.

As soon as our conversation was over I went from crying to laughing at how stupid and childish he was being.

I'm glad I found out who he really was.

Alone...

I thought everything was going good...

My only friend. My boyfriend.... Just left me.

I'm in pieces now.

What do I do?

Where do I go from here?

I have no one now. I'm completely alone...

I hate that I leaned on him so much because now that hes gone I just don't know what to do. 

Love sucks.