So I did something I haven't really done in months... Body check in front of the mirror.
I LOOK DISGUSTING.
I can't even get myself to put a picture here to show you.
How did I let myself get here? :(
There are rolls of fat everywhere.
I feel like i'm being suffocated with all this extra weight.
And whats worst? From Thursday evening till Monday night i'm stuck with Jamie and his family at his cottage.
I can't restrict there. >-<
I guess i'll have to find a way to purge without them noticing.
(They know about my ED. Jamie told them. -_-)
Gosh iReally can't relate to this but iUnderstand.
ReplyDeleteiThink I've never commented here so showing support for you ~
I'm a newish follower & iHope you reach your goals without hurting yourself.
I'm an anorexic, but not from the stereotype things.
I'm just too light for my body/age. So iGet stuff for being too skinny. But iBet you aren't huge so feel better cause their always people better & worse than your fat.
Thanks, Good luck to you too. < 3
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