Sunday, July 31, 2011

Sorry I like died.

I've been busy being to depressed to do anything but sleep.
Awesome life I have eh?
I can't seem to keep the few pounds I lose off. They keep coming back.
And i'm honestly so fucking tired of this cycle.
I keep telling myself to just give up and eat, get fat and just deal with it.
But I just can't.
No matter how hard I try, to just push the thoughts away.
They win anyway.


2 comments:

  1. Being depressed sucks. I hope you start feeling a little bit happier and can break out of the cycle of lose and gain. It just seems to always make everything worse.

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  2. Thank you. I really hope so to. Otherwise I think I might just go crazy. o.O

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