Monday, January 17, 2011

BINGED

I had one of the worst binges in months.
I just opened the fridge and ate... and ate... and ate.
I felt like I had no control at all.
I wasn't even hungry to begin with.

I feel like such a failure.
I obviously purged.
Theres no way I could live with myself if I didn't.

I'm afraid to even calculate how much and how many calories I ate.
I still feel bloated.

I'm going to go on a liquid fast.
Lets see how long I can keep it up.
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5 comments:

  1. KatyJanuary 18, 2011 at 11:05 AM

    Aww, Bunny, don't feel bad. It happens to the best of us. But I know that you can do it. It's going to be a long road, but in the end, it will all be worth it and nothing will stop you. Not even a binge.

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  2. AnonymousJanuary 18, 2011 at 1:49 PM

    Awe hun! You're stronger than you think. Don't let it bring you down. Just think of all the weight you will lose on your fast!! :)

    Much love <3

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  3. AnonymousJanuary 18, 2011 at 10:11 PM

    It is ok just focus on this moment on and doing your best =) Dont beat yourself up we all do it!!

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  4. sofiaJanuary 19, 2011 at 4:47 PM

    good luck on your liquid fast.
    dont beat yourself up though, lovely.

    <3

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  5. Bunny BeeJanuary 19, 2011 at 10:33 PM

    Thanks everyone. :)

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