When you know you're doing awesome at fasting and then all of a sudden someone /forces/ you to eat. Geeze.
I had to have dinner with my boyfriend and his mom. I couldn't get out of it, so my fast is now fucked. :(
I guess i'm just going to need to start over.
I lost 3lbs.
I found out when I start treatment. February 7th. *sigh*
I have to go meet with a dietitian and therapist January 31st and talk to them like they actually give a fuck about me.
I'm tired of getting asked the same questions and having people give me fake sympathy I don't need.
Honestly I don't like myself. I'm ugly. I think I'm fat so I starve and Purge. /Thats/ all you need to know.
LEAVE ME ALONE. xD
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