Long time no.. post?

Sorry.

I've just been being pulled back and fourth between wanting recovery and wanting to be thin.

Thin is winning.

So i started playing imvu. At first i was like this site is totally lame. haha

But now im kind of addicted to it.

I really like that my 'default' avatar is thin. (yes i have problems)

And i basically get to dress here up in clothes i could only dream of wearing.

Which made me realize this is probably why i played with dolls till i was 14. 

I could imagine to be them.

To be beautiful.

So found these pictures on the internet. 

This is supposed to be a life sized barbie. 

And this is... well just found it while searching.

I liked it thought id post it. :)