I Feel So Confused...

I feel like my body isn't mine...

My body fit in size 5 jeans. 

This body fits in a size 11.

My body had less then 500 calories a day.

This body has 3 full meals and 2 snacks a day.

My body was thinner.

This body is FATTER.

I fucking hate the way I look right now.

I can't believe I let myself get this far.

Discharge day: April 1st

I can't wait.